My mind is a whirlpool of tots

Nov 24
Father, my mind is a whirlpool of unnecessary tots, it keeps on flowing from everywhere. The tots are mostly unnecessary and create uncertainty if we believe and follow the tots.

Now that I have slowed down and see my tots, I have the option to evaluate if I believe or not.

It was so outrageous that it even had a tot of me being pregnant just because my menses didn't come today. And I hadn't even monitor if my menses is punctual. I know at times it is out when I am stressed.

Yesterday I cried when I tot about having to change food intake. It is like destroying me. I woke up feeling fresh this morning, probably due to little food at night.

I think don't have to change food but definitely need to evaluate dinner as it made me sleepy in the morning. That I will do.

External Issue
Morality
The Queen of Clouds lurks in the mind of all of us who have been brought up with rigid ideas of good and bad, sinful and virtuous, acceptable and unacceptable, moral and immoral. All these judgements are just products of our conditioning. It keeps us from experiencing the beauty and godliness that lies within. It is only when we break through the cage of our conditioning and reach the truth of our own hearts can we begin to see life as it really is.

Soul
It is about letting go of mind.

Sadhguru
Faith means u have no agenda in life. U r willing to go with God's agenda. U need a very childlike mind, a very innocent mind, if u want to walk the path of faith.

Ur mind is just a complex accumulation of information. If u were conscious, u would know what to take in, what not to take in. Now u r unconscious, so it looks like it is throwing everything at u. It is not throwing everything; it is just a garbage bin. Whatever the topmost layer of garbage is today, that would determine the kind of smell that is coming out. That is all ur mind is.

Now if u create the necessary awareness where u r above the basic function of the mind, if u r a witness to ur own mind and if u r above the process of the mind, there is no such thing as suffering, because all suffering is of the mind.
Once u r out of the mind, there can be no suffering.