When you flow, u stop recreating your karma

Dec 8

Father, my alarm was changed to 6.45 am and I forgot about it. This morning I woke up feeling alert and wonder why alarm hasn't rang and tot perhaps I have changed to 4.15 am and hence I just close my eyes and when I woke up next, I tot this is not right and I went to check the phone and it was already 6.37. am.

I showered and for a moment tot I don't feel so good without my practice and start to feel bit off. Then I stop, I can't go back to past. Just move on and I felt better. Besides, I don't do my practice when I go on holiday.

Father, my this week Osho coincides with IE.

External
Ice-olation
We are miserable because we are too much in the self. Either u can be in existence or u can be in the self - both are not possible together.

To be in the self means to be apart, to be separate.
To be in the self means to become an island.
To be in the self means to draw a boundary line around u.
To be in the self means to make a distinction between "this I am" and "this I am not".
The definition, the boundary, between "I" and "not I" is what the self is - the self isolates.
And it makes u frozen, u r no longer flowing.
If u r not flowing, life cannot exist.

What is needed for resolution
Thunderbolt
What meditation does, slowly, slowly, a good shout of the master, unexpectedly, in the situation where the disciple was asking question...suddenly he got it. Because it was so sudden, out of the blue - he could never have conceived it.

Soul
This is the key; This moment is inevitable. By reacting, I create my own karma and perpetuate my life and hence not transformation, no freedom. By accepting, I am friends with everyone and everything, I don't create any karma, I am freed.

I didn't expect this from IEO. At first was resisting and when I knew there is no choice I open up. And then I heard about the money, I become receptive. But still I was reluctant to start the lesson and infact was the last in line.
I started first lesson and was hooked and now on my fifth lesson.

5. Resolution
Awareness
Only no-mind is revolutionary - revolution in action.
Once u start dropping tots, the dust that u have collected in the past, the flame arises - clean, clear, alive, young. Ur whole life becomes a flame, and a flame without any smoke. That is what awareness is.

The awareness that is growing in u now is not the result of any conscious "doing", nor do u need to struggle to make something happen. Any sense u might have that u have been groping in the dark is dissolving now, or will be dissolving soon.
Let urself settle, and remember deep inside u r just a witness, eternally silent, aware and unchanged.

A channel is now opening from the circumference of activity to that center of witnessing. It will help u to become detached and a new awareness will lift the veil from ur eyes.

Soul
Yea, this moment is inevitable.

Queen of Spades
The card of self-mastery, the one that sits in the position of highest accomplishment and recognition in what we call the "Spiritual Spread".
Whenever this card appears, we are given a special opportunity to achieve much success in our external life by mastering ourselves within. This means creating more success by changing our inner tots, beliefs and attitudes instead of trying to alter our external circumstances.

Queen of Spades is a hard-working woman card and a good manager as well so we can also expect success in work and organisational ability whenever she appears in our spreads.

Soul
So true today.