SN in Scorpio is the equivalent of Ace of Diamonds

Oct 4
Ask and it is Given
U have to feel good about great abundance before u will allow the pleasure of great abundance to flow into ur experience.

Soul
Was trying to link it with committed relationship.
I have to feel good about committed relationship before I allow the joy of committed relationship to flow into my experience.

Ask and it is Given
Remember, u r on this sort of teeter-totter of balance, so u do not have to stop all tots of shortage because they are going to creep in; the influence is around u.
All u have to do is deliberately offer more tots to tipping the Energies on the side of abundance; offer more deliberate tot - add more conscious use of the Non-Physical Energy towards the prosperity u want.

Soul
I love Z because of Z, not because of what he has, or what he does. I accept his good and understand his bad. I even love him knowing that he doesn't love me. After my declaration, while I hope for good, I don't expect it. My declaration is on its own sake, not to get.

Father, this means I too love myself for my good and bad.

Ask and It is Given
When u r feeling negative emotion, u r in a very good position to identify what u want. Because never are u more clear about what u do want than when u r experiencing what u do not want. And so, if u will stop in that moment and say, "Something is important here, otherwise I would not be feeling this negative emotion; I need to focus on what I want, and the turn ur attention to what is is that u want - in the moment of turning of ur attention, the negative emotion and the negative attraction will stop. And in the moment that negative attraction stops, the positive attraction will begin. And ur feelings will change from not feeling good to feeling good - process of Pivoting.

Oct 4 Eve
Father, I am tired. Anyway, looks like things are unfolding. We have to remove one of the Mgm team but part of me feel bit sorry cos both him and wife is without job. But its the right thing to do for the company.

South Node in Scorpio
Change, growth and renewal
There are 2 kinds of security; the security of owning so many material possessions that one is insulated from change, and the security of having grown beyond personal limitations to gain a sense of power. From that position, personal security is also ensured - because regardless of what changes, one is secure, confident, and powerful inside oneself.
And for that to occur, Scorpio South Node people need the expertise of others and the personal humility to appreciate that others may be bringing them a knowledge that could be more valuable than anything they had in the past.

Releasing attachment
As long as South Node in Scorpio focus on material needs, their needs seem endless. The irony is that when they stop feeding the inner mechanism that urges them to possess, they begin releasing what they own and feel better. A new energy enters their lives. The peace and contentment they seek come in a new and unexpected way; a spiritual way.

In this lifetime, they are scheduled to give up trying to fill the emptiness inside through material things and instead pursue pathways that will lead to fulfillment of their spiritual needs. Acknowledging the intangible, spiritual part of themselves will bring them a sense of self-worth. Any step they take in the direction of gaining insight - by keeping a journal, undergoing psycho-theraphy or learning self-mastery through taking risks and having transformational experiences - will reap immediate rewards.

Soul
True. I am reaping rewards now.

Money issues
The secret to accumulation of money is proper distribution. If they want to be wealthy, these folks must learn to be stewards of money rather than hoarders of money.
They think the key to having money is holding on to it, whereas infact the opposite is true.
Money loves to circulate and is attracted to people who keep it in motion.
If they don't allow money to flow to others through them, only a certain amount can come back to them because they are not a clear channel.
They need to love both parts of the process of money - the receiving and the giving -in order for money to be easily attracted to them. However, these folks often have a difficult time letting go of anything - and money most of all!

Soul
True.

Soul
This week my Osho card is on transformation and coincidentally I got Five of Clubs yesterday and Five of Spades today - which is about change of mind, change of life style.
Soul
Very true.

South Node in Scorpio
Even if it's only a little, the idea is to appreciate and feel grateful for what is there, rather than desiring more - which, on an energy level, translates into fear and anxiety about not having enough.