Uncertainty spins the mind

Oct 3

Father, suria was effortless. My body enjoyed it and I was giggling throughout. Shakti and Shambavi was fine. But towards the end, I doze off and had a dream. It must have been quite fast cos when I woke up, its only 6.26 am.

Ask and It is Given
Only when u r sensitive to the way u feel do u really know what ur vibrational content is.

Soul
Father, there is a sense of expectation of waiting for things to unfold. There is a feeling of uncertainty.

Just like company need to clean house and reinvent, the same goes for my rship with Z. For the company, the trigger was we lost a big client. For the relationship, the trigger was I am finally settling down and I want a committed relationship.
Father, both also need to end by end of this year. But I would like to take a trip with Z to complete the experience.

(Dec 3, we took the trip in early Nov and it was enjoyable. We finally connected and we got closer.)

Ask and It is Given
We want to say to u that ur tots change the behaviour of everyone and everything who has anything to do with u. For ur tots equal ur point of attraction, and the better u feel, the more that everything and everyone around u improves. In the moment that u find an improved feeling, conditions and circumstances change to match ur feeling.

Father, I had one tot. I just want to be with Z.

Ask and it is given
If u could just go through and release those things u r not wearing, release those things u r not using, release them and leave ur experience in a clearer place, then the things that are more in harmony with who u r now will more easily flow into ur experience.

U all have a capacity for attraction and when ur process is clogged with stuff that u no longer want, the new attraction is slower - and then u end up with a feeling of frustration or overwhelment.

Soul
Father, I think its time to clean my drawer and books cabinets.

Five of Clubs
Signal for a change in ur life. U will likely feel a dissatisfaction with things as they are and want to progress into new areas. Be open to new plans, new ideas, and etc.