Going with flow..can also means to cry when I need to

Dec 10 Eve

After my cries, I continued with my blog. I felt good. I told myself, next time just have a good cry and release the tension. Holding it back only prolong it and I prolong by having attacking tots of him and him rejecting me. By acknowledging that I miss him and I want him, I cried and sadness is released.

An hour after my message, he replied and his batt was low and we did a few msg. He has good reason for not calling me back.

Father, in future, I will just cry when I feel the tension coming up.

4. What is needed for resolution?
Thunderbolt
Ur sense of security is being challenged and the natural tendency is to try to hold on to whatever u can. But this inner earthquake is both necessary and tremendously important - if u allow it, u will emerge from the wreckage stronger and more available for new experience.

Soul
Yea, I felt insecure cos he affected me. Then I try to hold on and blame him for letting me feel insecure.
Once I saw the iso-lation about flowing tears, I just jump and let go of my tension and tears flow. A few moments later, I was laughing.

5. Resolution
Awareness
Once u start dropping tots, the dust that u have collected in the past, the flame arises - clean, clear, alive and young.

Soul
Yea, I didn't believe my tots.

Success with Soul
Success is achieving quality relationship with ourselves, with others and with environment.

1. The individual
Creating quality relationship between the mind, the body and the soul