Feeling good (3)

Sept 26 Eve

Father, I was laughing when I drove back. I just felt such joy. Just now when I was doing my shoonya and samyama practices, I was laughing non-stop too.

Father, I am on the way to be healed. I am very little affected by Z's non response. I am not sure if its because I am more certain of him staying with me or because I am more secure that it doesn't matter anymore. Either way, I am fine.

I love him the way he is. He is a good man. He just have a thick amour like me but we operates differently. I have many doors and he has only a few doors. So, his doors are way deeper than mine. Thanks to him, I had to 'cut' through my fear and found my love within.

Just now mind knowing it couldn't use Z anymore, start to use work. I don't want to believe in it. I am not so powerful that I can effect a change in the pitch result.

ACIM
Healing is always certain. It is impossible to let illusions be brought to truth and keep the illusions. Truth demonstrates illusions have no value.

Trust is an essential part of giving; in fact, it is the part that makes sharing possible, the part that guarantees the giver will not lose, but only gain.

One of the most difficult temptations to recognise is that to doubt a healing because of the appearance of continuing symptoms is a mistake in the form of lack of trust.

If u r offering only healing, u cannot doubt. If u really want the problem solved, u cannot doubt. If u r certain what the problem is, u cannot doubt.
Doubt is the result of conflicting wishes. Be sure of what u want, and doubt becomes impossible.

Soul
Mmm, mind is saying C is after Z. But I counter by saying probably not.
Suddenly I tot he and I sitting close, his arm around me and we easily do our own thing.