Feeling good

Sept 26
Yea, like what I told C, why can't my career fit my life instead of the other way.

Father, guide me how to love Z unconditionally and remain intact. I think my fear of bonding is because I perceived was let down by my parents and then my brother. That's why I can say I don't have a bond with my parents. Their absence won't upset my life per se, except for the loving comfort. I have been mentally and emotionally self-sufficient since young. I am not bothered about others opinion of me. Like Z said I don't care. Whereas for Z, until now he still care how others see him, how his mom sees him.

Ask and It is Given
As I focus upon what I want, I feel good. If I focus upon lack of what I want, I feel bad.

Just make a decision that u will look for what u want to see.
Do not let the reality of something be our basis of attention; we would let the feeling-vibration of it be our basis.

Soul
Father, I want Z to know my family. I want him to be included in my family base. I want him to have meals with us regularly. I want us to go out for movies. I want him to go with me to Resort. I want him to be successful in his business and have ample free time for us and Isha.
I want myself to welcome him into me joyfully.

Father, I feel this new hair style makes me look like a woman. No longer

Eight of Diamonds
U r now focusing and concentrating on ur values and making choices about what is most important in our life and what is not. Through this kind of focus, money is always attracted to us.

Soul
I am a published author and my energy will go there.
Suddenly had a tot to ask HH to help me to edit. I wanted her because I wanted someone to provide input and bounced back to me.
She said she love to help me. She was excited that my 2nd book is up.
Mmm, many years ago, I had tot of her and me working together and alas it is now coming up.