Settling down with Z (20)

Nov 16
Father, the water in the pool was so cold but I managed to swim. But it definitely not good to swim after meditation. So, tomorrow I will do my yoga.

Today, without any resistance I did the audit test and progressing much quickly. I even stayed late up to 7 pm. May be possible to complete by tomorrow. Will stretch it so can do up to 1st half of Fri. Then I can do some shop around 2nd half or perhaps change to an earlier flight.

Father, now that I m becoming more receptive and prone to listen to my tots, I found myself hearing vibrational sound. Its bit disturbing.

Today I got Nine of Spades. Not sure what it meant but it reinforces that I am pursuing 3 days work still.

Sadhguru
Now if u want to transcend ur limitations, first of all, u have to grow into receptivity.

U do not have to play a game to enhance ur security or to substantiate urself. U only play a game to dissolve into it. A game is a tool for u to dissolve into, not to prove who u r, not to establish urself. The game is always dissolving. It makes u merge into a certain process.

Soul
Tot of Z as my Cosmic Lesson. I surrender. I won't be planning. What will be will be.

Met an ex colleague who has not seen me for 2 years. He said I look nicer and years younger.