Mind always spin

Sept 27

Father, why the mind always want to have some worrying tots. It knows I am finally fine with Z and now it picks up some office issue that is insignificant and try to make it big. I won't let it cos it is not real.

The practice is more than fine. Most of the asanas are effortless. I had loads of laughter during hata.
Mmm, I must not switch off air cond, cos it was so cosy that I slept. Luckily this time only a short period. I skip my breathing meditation.

Just now I had tots of Z introduce us a couple. Us, meeting our family. There is a love connection between us. I am the Sun and I will create it for us.

Ask and It is Given
The way u feel is actually ur point of attraction.
When u feel clear and in control, u will attract circumstances of clarity.
When u feel happy, u will attract circumstances of happiness.
When u feel healthy, u will attract circumstances of health.
When u feel prosperous, u will attract circumstances of prosperity.
When u feel loved, u will attract circumstances of love.

Soul
But most of us wants something cos we don't have it. And we lament for not having and at the same time ask for it. No wonder we cannot get.
So, the key is to feel whatever u want to have. For me, I feel loved. I feel excitement and at the same time contentment.

Sept 27 Eve
Father, again M jumped in and take charge when he is not the lead. This time I told him off. Besides the email was addressed to me and C. He jumped in and reply to T without consulting us. He does have some tendency to jump in like J.

I am glad I told him cos C also thinks so.

Father, Osho card said this is not the resting place. I knew there were to be shake up but didn't know where. Alas, it was the biggest customer being lost. It was unexpected. Another thing is when boss asked me to run the numbers, she asked how I would do it. I said firstly I would remove her and her team, which makes more than 1/3 of the portion to be cut, then I do the rest. I am amazed that I can tell. I am not sure if she wakes up tomorrow and realise that I proposed to cut her.