Osho tarot cards - really intuitive

Sept 5 mor 1

1. Issue
Rebirth
In Zen, u r coming from nowhere and u r going nowhere. Everything passes by u; ur consciousness reflects it but it does not get identified. Ur consciousness is only a mirror.
Finally the child emerges, neither acquiescent nor rebellious, but innocent and spontaneous and true to his own being.
It is a time of growth and change.

Soul
Is this why I think my tots are like guests. I can see they are not me. 
Amen. What a journey. Finally I feel I come back to my True Self. I have wrongly created and now can start again.

2. Internal influence
Healing
Someone insult u, accept it; don't react and see what happens. Suddenly u feel an energy flowing in u that u have not felt before.
The figure on this card is naked, vulnerable, open to loving touch of existence. The aura around his body is full of light, the quality of relaxation, caring and love that surrounds him is dissolving his struggle and suffering.

Soul
When I saw this card on Monday, I wonder what could it be. Then teacher's mail comes in.
The old me would have reacted on teacher's mail. The new me just see this as her heavy defense mechanism. And now that I knew of her Ten of Diamonds destiny and Eight of Spades, I m not surprised.
Father, I m finally healed of my need for validation. And I also realised others reaction is beyond my control. I used to judge myself whenever I receive negative feedback.
Now I can see my main issue - Losing my auto control. Going with the Flow.

3. External influence
Life has been given for us to create, and to rejoice and to celebrate. When u celebrate, the whole existence participates with u.
Only in celebration do we meet the eternal.

Soul
Amen.

4. What is needed for Resolution?
Going with the Flow.
The figure in this card is completely relaxed and at ease in the water, letting it take him where it will. He has mastered the art of being passive and receptive without being dull or sleepy.
He is just available to the current of life, with never a tot of saying "I don't like that," or "I prefer to go the other way."  Every moment in life we have a choice whether to enter life's waters and float or try to swim upstream.
When this card appears in a reading it is an indication that u r able to float now, trusting that life will support u in ur relaxation and take u exactly where it wants u to go. Allow this feeling of trust and relaxation to grow more and more; everything is happening exactly as it should.

Soul
What a coincidence. I just said that I think my main issue is to Flow with Life and here same msg.
Well, I m choosing to float. I have already chosen Relaxation and Silence; hence enjoyment of swimming breaststroke and effortless Kapala Bhakti. Amen.

5. The Understanding
Compromise
Don't be clever, otherwise u will remain the same, u will not change.
If we look deeply into it, we usually find that we are trying to gain something - whether it is power or the approval of others. If u r tempted, beware: the rewards of this kind of compromise always leave a bitter taste in the mouth.

Soul
Exactly. When I ponder over the Four of Clubs and Six of Diamonds; I hesitate to choose easiness cos I want to ensure department growth; that's my ambition. But I know having the Four of Clubs would come with other sets of challenges. I wasn't sure and in the end confirm with my boss. She said don't keep on having challenges.

So I choose Six of Diamonds and it turns out she is also Eight of Clubs; which is also good.

Even now with the GP, ego saying go for it. I just did my part but I m not aiming to have. Amen.
Father, Go with The Flow. That's my calling.