At ease (2)

Apr 7 Eve

Osho
Your navel is ur life centre, is ur sex centre. The growth of life comes through it. A kind of electricity continuously moves between the mother's navel and child's navel. Then throughout his life, whenever that child goes near a woman from whom the same kind of electricity as his mother's is flowing, he will unconsciously feel a certain relationship. And he will not understand at all what kind of relationship he has started to feel or why. We have been calling this unknown relationship love.

Soul
I also recalled the first time I had physical experience from Shambavi is from my lower stomach/navel portion. It contracted on its own. That's when my energy first moved.

The other day when Z was touching my stomach toward navel area. I found myself yearning for him. I recall my stomach followed or reached out for him.

We have been physically comfortable when we first got to know each other personally and he was translating the speaker's speech to me. We just have a sense of comfort with each other.

Osho
Have u ever considered that no significant process of life is related to ur thinking? In fact, all the processes of life slow down and become disturbed by too much thinking. That's why u need to get lost into a deep sleep every night so that all ur processes can function properly without ur hindering them and then in the morning u can feel refresh again.

Soul
Again a paradox. Just when I accepted his lack of responses. He replied my text immediately to tell me his whereabout. One hour later, he text me a smile to tell me that I am in his mind.

I just text him on change of plan and no reply. My first tot is that he either still in outstation or sleeping. I no longer need an immediate response. I know I am in his mind.

I recalled that I told him his display of care has no forms, but does have substance.

Today met boss and she wants to ignore her ESFJ card of a Caregiver as she view it as of 'low' value or perhaps little income generation. I realised that I do have to be careful as she can kill the messenger. But saying that I am no longer afraid as she needs me more than I need her. We have been through lots of up and down and in the end, she does seek my appreciation/approval.

Osho
The relationship of friendship are of the navel - they are relationships of deeper and unknown realms. Love binds, friendship gives freedom. Love can enslave somebody.
Someone who is a friend to all will sooner or later reach to the divine because his relationship are happening with everyone's navel center. And some day or other, he is bound to be come related the navel center.

Soul
I am what u called a friend to everybody. Male or female also can, rich or poor, beautiful or ugly.

Osho
The more receptive our center is, the more this energy can influence our lives.