Apr 27
Father, our date is cancelled. Both of us are disappointed. My mind starts its judgement that Z doesn't prioritise me, doesn't care for me and even went to the extent that this is the end. Mind also ask me to run and find another guy.
All I ignored and I even send a second msg that I was looking forward and m sad too.
Alternative tot, this is a happy problem as both of us realised we missed our date.
For the first time, the feeling of abandonment didn't arise. Hurray! I no longer take it personally. He is unreachable and unavailable, that's all. Its his scheduling issue.
Apr 27 Eve
No subsequent msg from him. Of cos, mind is saying u should not have tell him that u feel sad too. And now u scared him away.
Anyway, I didn't listen.
A tot came to me. He neither have time nor money to play with me. Its just like he doesn't have money for the education. If he want something, he goes for it. He doesn't care about the price. Looks like he did want me.
We haven't been intimate for 2 weeks already and I miss us being together. Father, could I be in love with him? I don't miss him that much per se, unless when we r supposed to meet. Aiyoh, my modus is always to miss my family when I am coming back home.
Aiyah, don't know lah. I leave it open. Mind is saying its over. I just replied its 2 weeks.
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