I am transforming (18) - nature is alive, I am alive

Apr 11

Father, yday sathsang was great. I knew I did a great job but finale spoilt bit by selecting opening instead of closing invocation. But its ok, keep me grounded. And I had the courage to admit my mistake openly.

I had a good time too. This time I just behaved myself naturally. This morning had tot of Z. Mind said that Z is fooling around wit another gal. I replied he neither had the time, energy or guts. In the end, he is just a traditional guy. He is not a real player.

Osho - Kabir
In nature, creativity is unselfconscious. In man creativity is trying to become conscious. Man is the morning, nature is the night. In nature, God is fast asleep; in man he is trying to become awake.
Therefore the more aware u r, the more godly u will be. U r already godly, but only in awareness will u recognise the fact: only in awareness will u be able to see who u r.

Once u start seeing God and his world as one, life becomes a totally different phenomenon. Then u r no more life-negative; u become life-affirmative.

Love life and loving life u will be loving God. Search into life and the deeper u go, the more u will find that the world is transforming its qualities.

When one flower opens it is never just the one flower - it triggers a process; then flowers go on opening. It is not that one blessing comes to u, or one song - once the one has come then it is a non-ending process. The first flower may be difficult but the others simply go on coming.

The first experience is difficult, difficult because u don't allow it. Once u have allowed it then it is not only one flower opening - a thousand and one flower go on opening. Ur whole being becomes full of fragrance of million of flowers.

Soul
Tot of my meditation experience. Starts with stomach convux in, then followed by laughter, then dance and now singing.
Also tot of intimacy, it will come once I am ready.

Osho
Once light starts burning in u and the whole of life becomes aflame. Then u see each and everything as luminous.

Soul
Wonder is that when I saw trees and flowers as being so alive. I saw people becoming beautiful.