Cosmic Reward (24) - we are comfortable with each other

Apr 13

Father, I am quite good in assessing personality. Z is ESTJ and we are compatible to each other. Z is keen to know about all his personality.

Yea, he admitted that I am the first gal that 'think'. I told him that I already know so.

Today he asked again why I was attracted to him. I told him that he doesn't know how he feel and hence asked me.

Anyway, for him is he is attracted to me being able to connected to Source so easily, his body likes me and third I am a good companion as he is lonely. I recalled I sang, 2 less lonely people in the world when I first decided to go with him. He said we had an excellent deal going on and its ok we don't go all the way. And I can play as much as I want to and I can stop anytime.

We stayed till 12 pm as we are comfortable with each other. He had some morning plans and loads of missed calls but he just wanted to stay in and snuggle with me.

Father, he reaffirms he doesn't have any future plans with me.

But then neither did I ask for it. Or do I want it? Ego is saying to run. But I replied what's there to run. For now both of us are good companion and we enjoyed each other. And we don't have anyone else, so no opportunity cost either.

I did inform him that I am not ready to go all the way. Some doors not open yet. And he is fine with it. Am glad we had the talk.

Osho
To understand the perversion of the mind
1. Takes tremendous fearlessness to encounter the mind.
2. No restrictions, no conditions on the mind
3. No judgements about whatsoever tots and longing that arise in the mind, no judgements of good or bad.

Tots have no life of their own. The more attention u give to a tot, the more alive it becomes. The more u remove attention, the more dead it becomes.