Friday, May 27, 2011

I am freed from my past (3)

May 13 Aft
Now in overseas waiting for a domestic flight. The mind is telling me I put on weight and Z doesn't find me attractive. Anyway, I ignored it as Z also put on weight and I still like him. Besides, I have looked fat on picture anyway. Went into toilet and saw my face complexion is smooth and my face is just nice fill up. Perhaps the others their face is on the flat side and camera brings out the flesh. Father, the mind keeps sending reminders that I was not lovable.

Evening
Arrived at the island and its now 9 am and I am looking for food. Went to a few restaurant, all selling spicy food. Alas I found one that serves black pork. Yeah yeah.

My experience of travelling alone to India has braven me up. I am fine despite being alone in a place where they don't speak english.

Father, the last 3 days I had an overdose of meat.

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