Cosmic Reward (55) - Enlightenment

May 24 Eve

The Science of Mind
The illusion, seen and understood, is made negative in the experience of the one who suffered by it. While it is true that wrong conditions exist, they could not remain unless there were someone to experience it.
Consequently, the experience must be in consciousness. Change the consciousness and the false condition will disappear. Conditions are not entities, we are the entities. Can't that which is conscious cast out that which has no consciousness.

Soul
This was exactly what I discussed with YL today. I told her "nothing to lose" belief has resulted in fearlessness. If we have the same belief in our trigger issue, wouldn't our fears dissolve.

I was just thinking the situation, work or relationship are just forms, we are the substance. So, we can decide how the forms is to us.

The Science of Mind
A person can state that the Law of Life is a Law of Liberty, of Freedom. But he still sees the image of his limitation, which is a definite contradiction.
Right here, he must stop and declare that these images of limitation are neither person, place nor thing; that they have no power, personality nor presence and no real law to support them. He does not believe in them and they cannot operate through him. He is free from their influence, forever. He then begins to fill his tots with idea of faith, the expectancy of good and the realisation of plenty. He senses, and mentally sees, right action in his life. He puts his whole trust in the Law of Good, and It becomes very real to his being and in his affairs. He denies anything and everything that contradicts his realisation of this truth.

Soul
Father, U love me and is always at hand to lift me whenever I am down. Once I have a glimmer of insight for transformation, U will follow through immediately with other evidence/book that allow my insight to deepen and hence facilitate application.

I first started with I am not going to let my fear of abandonment runs my life. My life will be based on going for what I want instead of avoiding what I fear. So, I proceed with Z and reach the final door. But I cannot open it as the fear is still there.
Then I know its a fear of loss. I then transfer my concept of fearlessness in work to my relationship. And the belief is that "there is nothing to lose". When I have nothing to lose, I just respond and act accordingly on what is needed. I don't react based on fear of future or avoidance of past. I no longer fear of the future as even if we ends, we would have a great time. And I am no longer allowing my abandonment pain body to run my life.
Finally I have decided to open the last gate and I have told Z. What a dilemma it was and now that decision is made, only execution remains.
In the end, I only know one thing, God never meant for us to be unhappy. He is not crazy nor cruel to do that. God only meant happiness for us. And when a door is closed, a window will be open.
I am finally liberated.

The Science of Mind
Prayer
All suggestion of age, poverty, limitation or unhappiness is uprooted from my mind and cannot gain entrance to my thought.
I am happy and filled with perfect Life. I live in the Spirit of Truth and am conscious that the Spirit of Truth lives in me.
My word is the law unto its own manifestation, and will bring to me or cause me to be brought to its fulfillment.
There is no unbelief, no doubt, no uncertainty. Let every thought of doubt vanish from my mind that I may know the Truth and the Truth may make me free.

Expect a Miracle
See ur judgement u have about urself or ur partner. Notice where u can't see beyond the initial veil of judgment to the potential underneath.
Now make a conscious decision to lift these assumption. What would u see just below the surface? How would things unfold differently if u came up from an open mind?

A miracle is a shift in consciousness, a jump to a higher level, and it only takes a split second for this to occur. Somewhere in us, though, we have to make the decision to change our energy on a core level. Change the energy and the experience changes.

Soul
This is exactly same msg as The Science of Mind and also the Ultimate Accidental enlightenment.

Ultimate Accident
Chiyono and her bucket of water.
Chiyono; "This way and that way I tried to keep the pail together, hoping the weak bamboo would never break. Suddenly the bottom fell out. No more water, no more moon in the water, emptiness in my hand.

There is always a trigger point where the old disappears and the new starts, from where u r reborn. Suddenly u realised that everything was a reflection, an illusion, because it was seen through the mind. As the pail broke, the mind inside also broke.
Nothing was left to be done. She has earned it. This ordinary incident became a trigger point.

Soul
My new belief in relationship. There is nothing to fear as there is actually nothing to lose. Previously was the fear that I have something to lose and I was protecting it. Now I know that there is nothing to lose.

And it was YL being a mirror that led me to this discovery. Father, again I am humbled. I have been feeling bit resentful or rather envious of her continued reliance on me to provide her answers. I was resentful as she expect to be helped whereas no one help me. Now I knew it was all Ur great plan. The truth is in helping her, I too helped myself. Amen.

Expect a Miracle
Because we are not limited by our fear, our relationship are not dictated by our old negative assumptions. We become fertile ground for the miracle of love to take root.

Rainer Maria Rilke
For one human being to love another, that is perhaps the most difficult of all our task, the ultimate, the last test and proof, the work for which all other work is but a preparation.

Soul
I told Z I made a promise to love him. But I don't know if I can fulfill it as I am afraid to lose. But now I know I can love him because there is nothing to lose.