May 21
Father, spoke to P about Z. She seems confident that I am able to leave the rship once I have experienced it. She also said that she thinks I am not in love with Z and I am just doing this for experience sake.
The assessment is bit cold. While I do want Z, I am not sure if I love him.
We also spoke of children and she said that its risky after 40 to have children and for me I am neither maternal nor domesticated. That's true.
She said a guide to know if I love someone is to ask this question, "If Z die tomorrow, would I mourn for him?". The first answer seems to be No. But I know I will miss him.
Her line of question is different from D's question, "Do u want to spend the rest of ur life with this man?".
Mmm, just got something to read, Ernest Holmes, The Science of Mind. I read it back in Aug 2007. I think right time for me to read. Amen. Cheers.
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