Cosmic Reward (41) - Breakthru in shharing joyong

May 8 Eve

Father, I just called Z and we chatted. Normally we do post mortum after sathsang. Both Z and L told me that sathsang is not good, below average.

I am glad to know that I makes a difference to the Sathsang. My joyfulness gives the Sathsang a different feel.

Z didn't reply to my msg on Saturday and I tot he has no view about me liking his kisses. But looks like he did read the msg and wants to talk about it.

Today, a breakthru for me. I finally shared with an Isha member, my website. She is an architect who is now looking for alternative value in life. Of course, I asked her to keep it confidential but I do want her opinion.

(May 27 - She checked on the website, she said "not bad, very nice, keep it up!)

Osho
You come alone, u go alone; u are alone between birth and death.
When two independent man and woman, free people, who take responsibility on their own shoulders, meet, there is an immense beauty in it.

Nobody is a burden to the other. Nobody is dumping anything onto the other. U have dropped the very idea of dumping anything. U can be together but ur aloneness remains untouched, pure, crystal-clear, virgin. U never tresspass on each other's territories. U can enjoy each other just because u r separate.

The more separate u r, the more clearly it is understood that u r alone, he is alone - the more possibility of a great meeting of two aloneness, two purities, two individuals.

Soul
Yea, I recalled I sang "two less lonely people in the world tonight".

Osho
Take responsibility! And then even in utter poverty, suffering, imprisoned in a jail, u will remain completely a master of urself. U will have the freedom that comes with responsibility.