I am transforming (21) - My feet is bursting with movement

Apr 19 Aft

Father, I love U. I may not be perfect, I may be a lazy bum but I also have loads of quality. Father, I am contented to be who I am.
Highlighting the profile for Z being such a controller, brings back memories of brother, who always try to control me. Bit scary.
True, Sadhguru may says that m contented easily. I just want to be happy and ease, enjoying myself, with no bother on the happenings of the world. And that's I can be. I follow Sadhguru for his practices, I follow Osho for his outlook.

Osho
You can share only that which u have - if u r blissful u can share bliss, if u r miserable u will make the world miserable.
More and more people will get drunk through their dance. They feel their legs are becoming alive, that a song wants to burst forth in their heart too.

Soul
Yeap, that's me.

Osho
By serving people u cannot transform anything because u don't have joy. U serve out of duty, u serve out of misery.

Soul
I find myself feeling joyful and want others to be joyful too in the sathsang that I conducted.

Osho
Let ur roots go deep into the earth and ur branches high into the sky, and enjoy the sun, moon and stars. Forget about the world and ur flowers will bloom. And that fragrance will reach to people, to whomsoever it concerns. But whether it reaches anyone or not, that is not the point. It will reach people who are ready to receive it. Even if a single individual is happy, a part of the world is transformed.

Soul
Yeap.

Walt Whitman
I exist as I am. That is enough. If no other in the world be aware, I sit content. And if each and all be aware, I sit content.

Soul
Exactly what I wrote just now. I don't want to improve, don't want to force myself to breakthru limitation. I am just I am and I am happy. If and when I am sad, I will change and if I need to grow, I will. But I won't force it, I am no longer seeking. I am just contented.

Osho
I teach sell-fulness. Self-fulness is not selfishness. A self-ful person is the only altruistic person because he creates whatsoever is great in his being. And in that very creating, sharing starts happening. U need not go and make an effort to share it - if it is there it starts overflowing.

Soul
Exactly. I gave what's best in me. If I don't like it and I can't do great, why bother, there are others who can give better than me.

Osho
If u r not joyous, u cannot be loving. Love is a function of joy. Love happens only when u r full of joy; love is a shadow of joy; it doesn't happen directly. Only a blissful person is a loving person.
First create some joy, some dance, some song. Then sharing happens on its own accord. U need not do anything to share, u have to share when u have too much. Just like a flower, it has to spread its perfume.
A person who can be blissful alone has gone beyond any kind of dependency. And he is the person who can go into the world and give his love to people, because he no longer needs anything from them - he can simply go on giving unconditionally.
That's what meditation is all about. To be capable of being alone. Aloneness means u r happy with urself, u r not dependent on anybody.

(May 24 - thanks for the reminder)