Cosmic Reward (14) - No fear of loss

Mar 30

Father, today missed the alarm. Woke up at 5.30 am, did guru pooja, shakti and shambavi, finished up at 7.04 am.
Good session today.

With Z, he is busy during office hours, he is tired after office. So, difficult to get him. Previously, I always prefer night calls as office time is off limits. These days, I am opening up. Let him call me whenever he wants to and I will do the same.

His reply msg to me is the most complete todate. Normally it would just minimal update.

Anyway, net net, the game has to continue. Don't know where it will take me. At least I know we enjoy it.

The trees are so lovely, colour so vibrant. Everything seems more alive these days. Like what Osho says, the Universe is pouring its Energy into me.

The Power of Now
Coming from Being, u will perceive another person's body and mind as just a screen, as it were, behind which u can feel their true reality, as u feel yours. So when confronted with someone else's suffering unconscious behaviour, u stay present and in touch with Being and are thus able to look beyond the form and feel the other person's radiant and pure Being through ur own.

Soul
That's what I have been doing all these years for platonic r'ship. Now start on romantic rship, but more on myself, rather than Z.

The Power of Now
The divine presence that u r, radiant, fully awake. Nothing that was real ever died, only names, forms and illusions.

Soul
I encountered this during death in Samurai Game. I lost and died, I cried for the loss and later I felt such calmness and I can feel myself still intact. I am fine.

The Power of Now
In compassion, the seemingly opposite feelings of sadness and joy merge into one and become transmuted into a deep inner peace. This is the peace of God.

True compassion goes beyond empathy or sympathy. It does not happen until sadness merges with joy, the joy of Being beyond form, the joy of eternal life.

Soul
Yeap, at first I cried loads, then I laugh loads and finally settle down into silence. A deep encompassing silence.

The Power of Now
Once u feel ur roots in the Unmanifested, u be free of attachment to the manifested world. U can still enjoy the passing pleasures of this world, but there is no fear of loss anymore, so u don't need to cling to them. Although u enjoy sensory pleasure, the craving for sensory experience is gone, as is the search for fulfillment through psychological gratification, through feeding the ego. You are in touch with something infinitely greater than any pleasure, greater than any manifested thing.
In a way, u then don't need the world anymore. U don't even need it to be different from the way it is.
It is only at this point that u begin to make a real contribution toward bringing about a better world, toward creating a different order of reality. It is only at this point u r able to feel true compassion and to help others at the level of cause. Only those who have transcended the world can bring about a better world.

Soul
I am there. Yday, out of blue, I helped M to know not being sad is different from being happy.

The Power of Now

At this deep level, compassion becomes a healing in the widest sense. In that state, ur healing influence is primarily based not on doing but on being. Everybody you come in contact with will be touched by ur presence and affected by the peace u emanate, whether they are conscious of it or not.
When u r fully present and people around u manifest unconscious behaviour, u won't feel the need to react to it, so u don't give it any reality. Your peace is so vast and deep that anything that is not peace disappears into it as if it never existed. This breaks the karmic cycle of action and reaction. Animals, trees, flowers will feel ur peace and responds to it. You teach through being, through demonstrating the peace of God. You become the "light of the world", an emanation of pure consciousness and so eliminate suffering on the level of cause. U eliminate unconsciousness from the world.

Soul
Amen. I feel I am there. I didn't realise trees are reacting to me. I tot I am reacting to trees.