Cosmic Reward (54) - Joyfulness (abundance - there is no loss)

May 24 Aft
Was updating my Apr 18 blog and found this.

Osho
If u r not joyous, u cannot be loving. Love is a function of joy. Love happens only when u r full of joy; love is a shadow of joy; it doesn't happen directly. Only a blissful person is a loving person.
First create some joy, some dance, some song. Then sharing happens on its own accord. U need not do anything to share, u have to share when u have too much. Just like a flower, it has to spread its perfume.

A person who can be blissful alone has gone beyond any kind of dependency. And he is the person who can go into the world and give his love to people, because he no longer needs anything from them - he can simply go on giving unconditionally.
That's what meditation is all about. To be capable of being alone. Aloneness means u r happy with urself, u r not dependent on anybody.

Soul
I am already at this stage.

First create some joy, some dance, some song. Then sharing happens on its own accord. U need not do anything to share, u have to share when u have too much. Just like a flower, it has to spread its perfume.

When I reach my orgasm, I exploded into joyful laughter. I just hugged Z and share with him my joy.

I now need to grow into this;
A person who can be blissful alone has gone beyond any kind of dependency. And he is the person who can go into the world and give his love to people, because he no longer needs anything from them - he can simply go on giving unconditionally.

This morning I had the notion that there is nothing to lose in my rship with Z. So, I can give confidently. I need not worry about the future. I give because I want to, because its me, overflowing.

Father, thank U for this guidance to show me that I am on the right track. Amen

Osho
A mature person is one who has changed the whole pattern of his being. He is now ready to give. He has taken from the world and now he is ready to give. Growth means u start becoming mature, start dropping ur childhood patterns.

Soul
Yea, I have received loads and now its time to share.

Osho
A trees grows - it knows not to what, where; it has no idea of the future, it simply grows. It find growing a joy, so it goes on growing. It goes on putting new leaves, new foliage, new buds and new flowers. It is simply growing with no program. The trees trust and they grow.

If u r trying to follow a pgm, u will never grow, u will only become an imitator. Growth is spontaneous and natural; just be urself and do ur thing and do what is needed at the moment. Respond to here and now and u will be growing.

Soul
Yea, just respond to now.

Osho
Trees are growing, why should u not be growing.
Growth knows no future, it follows no pattern, it simply happens spontaneously. Improvement is a mind trip, growth is of the whole being.

Soul
This msg is same like the Accidental enlightenment. Spontaneous growth. "Nothing to lose" in relationship.

Updating blog dated Apr 23 and saw this
I protect my wound by not having any rship. He protect his wound by ensuring total control in his rship.

Both of us are afraid of losing.

Well, my new motto, there is nothing to lose and everything to share. I will give him.