Cosmic Lesson (49) - practice diligently even if results still not obvious

Apr 28

Was purging yday and woke up feeling groggy. Stomach was still feeling upset. A tot came should I just continue to sleep. Anyway, immediately a tot came, when u r not well, u don't release ur support. So, I did my practices. Despite my stomach ache, I done all. Although I had to stop halfway to go to toilet.

This week I have slept twice already. Must be tired.

Father, I decided I won't take liquor already. It is not worth the pain. My body rejected it.
As for the chili, my body also reject but at least I don't feel so 'bad', just stomach purging only.

The Master's Journey
To take the master's journey, u have to practice diligently, striving to hone ur skills, to attain new levels of competence. But while doing so - and this is the inexorable fact of the journey - u also have to be willing to spend most of ur time on a plateau, to keep practicing even when u seem to be getting nowhere.

Soul
Tot of me. Yea, it seem to be going nowhere and here I am taking the pill. Anyway, I reminded myself that at least my skin looks great.
I am doing this for myself, not him.

Mmm, same advice to be given to boss.

The Master's Journey
How do u best move toward mastery? U practice diligently, but u practice primarily for the sake of the practice itself. Rather than being frustrated while on the plateau, u learn to appreciate and enjoy it just as much as u do the upward surges.

Soul
Yea, instead of running away, or project the abandonment mode during downtime. I will continue to be aware.

Yea, I am a Dabbler when it comes to romantic rship. I can start, but staying in plateau is not easy.