Cosmic Reward (50) - Alas, Expect a Miracle for us

May 19

Father, did my practice. Looks like I am still on track. Also, the lesser time is due to me not dozing off mid way. So, I am fine.

Today I will share with Z the excerpt of "No strings attached" and I also tell him that I finally realised he also like me too. Yea,
This morning I just told mom that I will sleep over at friend's place as she was about to leave the house. Yeap, m chicken but at least I am frontal.

Yesterday I was selecting a book to read. First tot was Expect a Miracle, a book on relationship. Then I dismissed it as I have read it about 2 to 3 months ago but later I took it as I too am expecting a miracle in my relationship with Z. I need not deny that having a partner is in my list of Top 5. And now I am definitely in the mode of Eat, Pray and Love.

Expect a Miracle (Kelly Preston)
Discovering the love within ourselves and connecting with someone else in a way that breaks through that which is familiar and ordinary is just a part of our life's purpose. You see, that's what a miracle is: a shift from dark to light, from lovelessness to abundant love - a transformation in every sense of the word.

Soul
Yeap, I am ready for the transformation.
I just text him to bring a shaver so my lips won't be bruised by his mustache when he kissed me. Previously I wouldn't tot of it. Anyway, it a need to have as I have a client appointment the following day.

Expect a miracle
Its about going deep within and finding out where u are holding urself back from love. Its about preparing urself to have the relationship that would fulfill ur highest potential.

Soul
I know I hold back from love out of fear of being abandoned, being hurt. And watching the heroin in "No strings attached" further confirms it. I also finally become aware how negative I can be in my perception in relationship. I always tot I cannot have and predict a worst case scenario and then went running. I have stopped running and now finally turning my perception around.

Expect a miracle
Magnetism is that which begins as a connectedness within oneself and then issues forth as a connectedness with other.
As we liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.
When we can see the innocence and perfection in ourselves, we can recognise it in another.

Soul
I am definitely magnetic.

Expect a miracle
When all parts of the Trinity Self (Body, mind and Spirit) are operating at the highest level possible, we become powerful magnets for love. Only then do we naturally link up with the partner who can join us for the lessons and experiences we most need in order to further grow and evolve.

Soul
For me, all three are awakens and hence I met Z.

Expect a Miracle
Within us is our past, our present and predictably our future, so in order to shift the potential for our future, we need to thoroughly relax the body and release the trapped fear-based energy.
Unprocessed stress blocks us from opening up to higher levels of experience.

Soul
Motivation for yoga and now need to do more on 61 points relaxation.
No wonder, I can connect easily as almost all stress is gone.

Expect a Miracle
When u r totally comfortable with urself and the world, anything can happen!

Soul
I am comfortable and now everything is coming together. Amen.
Father, I am glad U guided me to this book again. I am now reading.