Learning from boss

Apr 11 Eve

Father, I gather the courage and told mom that I m staying the night at friend's place. Also told her that I am on leave on Wed because of meditation pgm.

Father, looking at boss's unwillingness to change, holding on to her personality. What's there to hold on? Me, I will release.

(May 23 - unfortunately I am still holding on to the last door)

This afternoon I msg him about my Korea trip and there were no reply. Suprisingly I was fine. The old me would do loads of scenario. The new me just state that I m meeting him tomorrow.

Just now did shoonya and samyama. For the first time I was able to do for so long, about 40 min and without any interval. Amazing.

Just spoke to LK and she too was energised and had an effortless hata yoga this morning.

Osho
Without becoming free of this very tense and very restless state of mind, no person can move towards his center of life.

You will find ur tots are so irrelevant, useless and contradictory that u think u have gone mad.

Soul
Mmm, I am not sure why I told L about S's negative response on Z. It is out of loyalty or what?? I used to know S and hardly know Z. And here I am now protecting Z. I know Z is loyal to S and has only good things to say about him. But this is not reciprocated.


(May 23 - S noticed my protectiveness on Z and has asked him about us.)