Apr 25
Father, a tot came. I cannot have Z unless I give my commitment first. And the commitment has to be in place even when Z doesn't want my commitment nor want to commit to me.
Father, I know I have commitment issue. But for the first time I wanted to commit and here its double challenge. My partner doesn't want my commitment nor want to commit himself to me.
Earlier I tot I can go all the way without any commitment. And once we r done, I can go my way. Looks like that not to be. Mmm, Father, very smart move. The impetus would be that and also to finally undo the abandonment pain body.
Osho
Have u ever seen any man fully psychoanalysed? There is no possibility - because mind is not just like a rubbish heap, that u can go on throwing out the rubbish and one day the mind will be empty. No; the mind manufactures rubbish. It is not easy, while u r emptying it, it is creating more rubbish - fresh rubbish, stronger rubbish better rubbish. It goes on creating. Only for a few moments will u feel a kind of unburdening, and again it is there.
Soul
I know. That's was when I felt hopeless and that's when Sadghuru shows up.
Osho
The sword is created by two energies; love and death.
Soul
Tot of me giving commitment. Actually this is not out of love cos I don't know. But it will be out of death.
Osho
The greatest courage is to accept the polar opposites, because those polar opposites are illogical. The roots move downwards in the earth and the trees move upwards. And the upward movement of the trees depends on the downward movement of the roots.
Friedrich Nietzsche said that if u want to go to heaven, u will have to send ur roots to hell. Without touching hell, u will not be able to touch heaven.
Soul
Tot of my insight that I had to die by giving my commitment to Z, by opening fully to him with the possible risk of him hurting me, abandoning me. So, I had to go all the way down.
Once I am dead, I can grow upward and freed myself from abandonment issue and be free to love once more.
Osho
Whatsoever goes well with u is fine. Don't impose unnecessary structures upon ur being. U r already in a prison, don't create bigger prisons for urself. So, if u eat meat and feel fine, go ahead. If u drink and feel fine, go ahead.
Just remember to work as diligently as possible for becoming more conscious. When u r conscious, when u r a little bit alert, aware, when a light starts burning in ur inner being, when u r able to see, many things will change, but according to ur own understanding.
Soul
Just tot of Z. His dream is to have emotional power over people and his partner.
In his life, what he gets is envy because he looks good, quite lucky. So, I wld think he has success with acquaintances and business but not personal rship.
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