Apr 12
Osho
1. The Issue
Transformation
Zen is for daring souls who can drop all belief, unbelief, doubt, reason, mind and simply enter into their pure existence without boundaries.
Transformation come like death. And like death, it takes u from one dimension into another.
Allow everything to be as it is. There is nothing more u can do.
Soul
Not sure cos I tot this week shld be a slow week. M meeting Z and I don't expect anything out of ordinary.
(Apr 12 eve - had an encounter with Z.)
2. Internal influence
Exhaustion
A man who lives through conscience becomes hard. A man who lives through consciousness remains soft. Life isn't a business to be managed, its a mystery to be lived. Its time to take a little trip into the unchartered.
Soul
This one is my response on Isha. Not sure how, ever since M knew my age, he is referring to me more for guidance.
(Apr 13 - definitely on me rejecting J. On Z's position,
3. External influence
Experiencing
For the first time u will be able to know that the tree is not just the form, it is not just a certain species the botanists talk about, it is an unknown God - so green in ur courtyard, so full of flowers in ur courtyard, so close to u, beckoning u, calling u again and again
Experiencing is the feeling of wonder itself, the thrill of communion, the gentle touch of our connectedness with all that surrounds us.
When u r humble and simple, u can approach nature. Nature doesn't bang any drums when it bursts into flowers, nor play any dirges when the trees let go of their leaves in the fall. But when we approach her in the right spirit, she has many secrets to share.
Soul
This I know and am experiencing it daily. Mmm, I knew I am simple and perhaps humble now. I can't imagine I am now comfortable about being called as a cow.
4. What is needed for resolution.
Breakthrough
To transform breakdowns into breakthroughs is the whole function of a master. It is the greatest adventure in life to go through a breakdown consciously. And without facing this danger nobdoy has ever become integrated, nobody has ever become an individual, indivisible.
The dawn is not far away but before u can reach the dawn, the dark nights has to be passed through. And as the dawn comes closer, the night will become darker.
Soul
A tot came on the intimacy issue. But I can't imagine it. Anyway, be open.
Lots of negative scenarios come to my mind. Just leave it.
(May 23 - yea, the situation with Z is no longer hopeful, but I still have to go thru my plans even if it turns out to be nightmare.)
Osho
If u r now feeling that "enough is enough", allow urself to take the risk of shattering the old patterns and limitations that have kept ur energy from flowing. In doing so, u will be amazed at the vitality and empowerment this Breakthrough can bring to ur life.
Soul
What I had enough was the intimacy issue. It is now my turn.
I now realised I am not confrontational. I admire Z's guts of asking for it and to remind me of it. Whereas I was too shy to ask. Anyway, I will ask today. Its my turn.
Father, I didn't realise I can be such an introvert. Anyway, just use energy from work to the rship.
5. Resolution
Celebration
Life is a moment to celebrate, to enjoy. Make it fun, a celebration and then u will enter the temple.
Your cleverness is ur disease. Don't be too wise. A little foolishness and a little wisdom is good and the right combination makes u a buddha.
True celebration arises from a joy that is first experienced deep within and spills over into an overflow of song and dance and laughter and yes, even tears of gratitude.
When u choose this card, ur becoming more and more available and open to the many opportunities that are to celebrate in life and to spread this by contagion to others.
Soul
I want to enjoy him and I want him to make me come. Amen.
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