Cosmic Reward (32) - I m contented

May 2 Eve

Father, we have talked and set the date. He was apologetic about his previous cancellations. This time at least he tot about weekend. Again its my mind saying he can only give me weekday. (May 26 - actually he postponed because he was financially tight too)

All my hoo hah drama on how to continue was just my mind working overtime again. We are still on.

He said I am on the only gal that has given him hell of a problem in the beginning. He said I have a strange character and he doesn't know whether I am keen on him or not but he finally got me.

He told me that I already know everything about him. I said I am not sure as maybe he still keep something to himself. He replied that he doesn't and he has given everything to me. (May 26 - he is a priavte person but opens up everything to me.)

Mmm, he never like to stay outstation. He prefers to travel 1200 km a day and still come back to home. Only because of me, he is staying outstation.

I told that his statement of No commitment no growth can applies to lots of things. A lot of people doesn't realise that.

He says that's true and especially me. He said that I don't like to have commitment. He said that even with him, I couldn't commit.
I said that's not true. I am committed but only within a limited time.

Father, its ironic. Here I tot he doesn't want my commitment but looks like he does.