Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Not taking things personally

Apr 14 Eve

Father, today I informed teacher about my response to J. I caused her to quit volunteering for Isha. While I don't feel bad on telling her off, I felt I caused Isha to lose a dedicated volunteer.

Today I actually was able to distance myself from the teacher. A volunteer approach me to ask if he could go out. I told him nope. He again persisted and I said to make his choice. Teacher saw me and actually say out my name.

In that instance I see her as 'sensitive' and is very affected by her environment, unlike D or T. Actually looking back, I m surprised T allow R to 'translate' to me.

And when I saw teacher, I saw the resemblance to boss. And the beauty of all this is I was only mildly affected. And my mind did generate tots but I ignored them.

Today I was disappointed that Z is not here. I like him loads. Seeing him makes me happier... I miss him.

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