I am freed from my past (2)

Mar 23

Father, I am sleepy these few days. At first was thinking it could be the pill. Then I recalled I do have such spells before. At least I don't see any expansion from water retention. I admit I looked good.

The Power of now
U feel the God-essence in every creature, every flower, every stone, and u realise: All that is, is holy.
Continuous mind activity keeps u imprisoned in the world of form and becomes an opaque screen that prevents u from becoming conscious of the Unmanifested.
Meditation creates a gap in the incessant stream of tots.
When u r intensely present, u don't need to be concerned about the cessation of thinking, of course, because the mind then stops automatically.

Soul
Mmm, I noted that I haven't been present lately. Have been fantasizing about Z. Better get back.

The Power of Now
The ultimate purpose of the world lies not within the world but in transcendence of the world. Unmanifested to be realised.
Every portal is a portal of death, the death of the false self. When u go through it, u cease to derive ur identity from ur psychological, mind-made form.

Soul
I m going through. I recalled I voiced never to take pills and I am taking them voluntarily. I used to be decisive on food but now am not. I used to think I cannot enter into a rship without commitment and now I am in one. I used to think I cannot date business man and I m dating one now. I used to think I cannot pay meals/etc for the man I like but now I volunteering to pay.
I really don't know who I am anymore but I like who I am now. I am looking forward to more surprises.

The Power of Now
True salvation is fulfillment, peace, life in all its fullness. It is to be who u r, to feel within u the good that has no opposite, the joy of Being that depends on nothing outside itself. It is felt not as a passing experience but as an abiding peace.
True salvation is to know yourself as an inseparable part of the timeless and formless One Life which all that exists derives it Being.
True salvation is a state of freedom - from fear, from suffering, from a perceived state of lack and insufficiency and therefore from all wanting, needing, grasping and clinging.

It is freedom from compulsive thinking, from negativity, above all from past and future as a psychological need.

Soul
Mine is still passing. Will work it. Same message from Osho - Clinging to the past.

The Power of Now
You see time as a means to salvation, whereas in truth it is the greatest obstacle to salvation.
U think u can't get there from where and who you are at this moment because u r not yet complete or good enough, but the truth is that here and now is the only point from where u can get there. You "get" there by realising that u r already there already.
Nor can anything that u ever did or that was done to u in the past prevent u from saying yes to what is.

Soul
Noted

The Power of Now
For love to flourish, the light of ur presence needs to be strong enough so that u r no longer get taken over by the thinker or the pain-body and mistake them for who u r.
To know urself as the Being underneath the thinker, the stillness underneath the mental noise, the love and joy underneath the pain, is freedom, salvation and enlightenment.
To disidentify from the pain-body is to bring presence into the pain and thus transmute it. To disidentify from thinking is to be silent watcher of ur tots and behaviour, especially the repetitive patterns of ur mind and the roles play by the ego.

You have made room for love, for joy, for peace.

First u stop judging urself; then u stop judging ur partner.

The greatest catalyst for change in a relationship is complete acceptance of ur partner as he or she is, without needing to judge or change them in any way.

Soul
Yea, like I want to be cuddled and given deep talks before I become intimate. For him, he has to be intimate first before he can cuddle me and share with me his deep tots.